Damaging This Apartment
Words: L.Lindquist
Music: L.Lindquist/J.Dunsö
Revenge is not a good thing Lilly. Revenge is not a good thing Jessica. She say’s it feels so good to hurt me. She say’s it feels so good to make me cry. “I don’t think we should meet again. I think I should forget that you exist. You’re a curse that keeps getting worse. Now I know I’m finally done with you”.
I don’t think that I can make this. This is so much more than I can take. This is the worst cut ever. Everything goes into a thousand pieces. Everything goes into a thousand pieces. I’m damaging this apartment. So damn you two for making me unable to stop loving you.
I might live in an illusion but I really thought we could change the world. “No, let’s play by the rules now Pablo. Let me show you how easily I could get laid. And how I’ve become an object, how my body is desired as a chocolate bar in school”. I don’t regret any of this, the endless phone calls nor the left cheek kiss.
I don’t think…
I’m so tired of shame, of the pain that I’ve spread, of the “don’t give up ‘cause the good times ahead”. So damn two for making me unable to stop loving you.
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